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At 81 following a lifetime of reading these "wisdom outlines" from humans at various stages of "enlightenment" ...and following various practices seeking to make contact with THAT which animates me, this persona, in this Play of Life...let me offer a few observations.

Freedom comes from finding...or being dragged...to that point of awareness where you discover that all this talk of HOW TO "achieve" something-or-other that might alleviate one's sense of being incomplete...the so-called "THAT" which will solve your happiness problems...

That's just more ego trying to game the System, a projection of the installed animal survival codes. "One day I'll become a Master..." "one day this day-to-day shit will not bother me."

Books and words (and this guy especially with his wall of book-writings) serve mostly to realign your model and maps of the world. Yes such rigorous explanations can actually calm the monkey mind. Maybe you'll relax your gropings toward some ineffable thing that will let you transcend the prison of being "you."

And yet...words, and even more words, just spin the analytical mind, which is basically designed for survival (and some momentary pleasures as relief and reward). You cannot think your way into "enlightenment." In fact,after awhile they backfire when all these torrents of verbal diarrhea don't produce the result.

What then does? A common maxim from spiritual achievers is "Stop the mind." That is, it is our constant monkey mind chatter that keeps us unhappy. Books don't cut it. But they DO make sense AFTER you have stopped the mind, and taste being in the Flow of the NOW.

My "wisdom" to impart boils down to this metaphor (and, say I , true model": Life is like a Tree, a cosmic Tree, and branching fractal self-circulating motion of Consciousness that morphs from form to form.

You are such Consciousness. If you can dig deep enough into what underlays your sense of Me, you find there is an Animating Power, the Power-to-be-Conscious. It's like a fluid (metaphorically called Mercury in some traditions). IT flows into every form and once encapsualted therein, IT identifies with all the contents...of that configuration. Your sense of me as part of some culture, as an animal based construct driven by hungers and needs to persist, to survive. To keep reaching for the brass ring just out of reach that you hope will STOP this dissatisfaction.

The Tree goes back to its roots in the Soil of unformatted Consciousness. Each of us little beings is like a bud or nascent fruit hanging on the Tree. You think you are a separate being, and in that mindset you scheme to prolong your persistence. To overcome, become greater and maybe become a "master"...to do what? rule over others? Have a planet for yourself?

IF the little fruitling hanging on the Tree looks deep inside it finds that the Sap (sapiens) that animates it actually comes into you from the Greater Tree structure. And thus "you" are actually the Tree structure reproducing ItSELF.

When you fell into this Flowing Sap-ience you discover that satisfaction you sought before. This flowing energy takes you on many a joyous ride, and you see that "you" are the Ancient One taking up a new (and temporary...get over yourself) form or embodiment.

Words and books won't get you there. STOP the MIND and its survival scheming for "happiness." But HOW?

And this where the real Journey begins. Various teks have been devised to achieve this (temporary) cessation of the scheming ego mind. Most all depend on repetitive practice that wears out the schemer within! Mantra: chanting for hours; repetitive dancing like Sufis; extreme survival conditions that shock you out of think-think. Fasting. Meditation that eventually silences the little me-mind. Or the right drugs which discombobulate the "default mode" of the survival code that is always running in the background.

Once the Viewer within can step outside of believing IT is this body construct, the world opens to the Ocean of Beingness. Your true nature has always been, and is now, this Ocean. The search is over.

You already know your persona will not escape death (Life recycling IT-SELF into New Forms of Life). Sometimes this thing (like a Fire) will carry you to heights of bliss and joy. Other times you see the endless churn of desires for satisfaction to be part of HOW IT all works, all of us hamsters running in our little wheels...but that is how the cogs and gears of the Tree System crank out the electrons to keep the Game going. Pleasure is the internal sensation of FLOW. and Flow is the stream of electrons. They are not little billiard balls but units of Consciousness in a Yin-Yang state of Dynamic tension between Attraction and Opposition. We are composed of THAT paradox.

And so you let go of much of the Seek-seeking gotta-get-me-some. It does come with age and being worn out, of just standing back and watching the Parade go by. You can't beat the System...and why should you? "You" ARE the System knowing ITSelf (momentarily, for a blip on the radar of Eternity) as this "you" you fret over being a "winner."

So find ways to stop the churn of mind. Just BE. Here is the Joy you have always floated upon, just beneath your little moment being tossed about on the waves of Life.

But I must repeat: unless some external events shock you out of the seeking, it takes a form of practice to calm the modules within, so that the True Light can shine through ...

Death loses its sting. Life becomes more of a game; you are a character in the Play. there will be an endless stream of new actors to play a part like yours.

It's ALL rather dramatic in this Play. That's the machinery based on millions of soul particles in Opposition and Cooperation. Your True Self is in the Play, but yet above it. Make use of your pain as a scalpel to carry you across the river Lethe...while still alive/embodied...into the Underworld...which turns out to be the Soil the Tree grows from.

And all along...YOU were...are still are....the Tree ever coming into Being. IT's ALL Good.

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